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Thursday, July 27, 2006
yea. i m absent again. cos dis mornin. my head ached lyk shit. i changed into my uniform. but. i juz feel so err wth. n so. i juz went back to zzz.
i tink i hv so many things i hv to do. but i juz dun tink i can do it. i sudly feel lyk i carn do anything rite. uh huh it s lyk. a urghhh feelin. =(. saddd. aizz. i dun noe wat to do. i dun noe wat to say. i m so fed up wif myself. HUHHUH. ='O. arghh. i dun wan to be in comm. i dun wan to do anything i carn do anymore. actly.. come to tink of it. i tink i m a sooooper lousy bob. aizzz. all dis brings me back to co husting time. aizzz. i nvr knew i wld get into comm. cos firstly. i m a second intaker. secondly. i come frm **co. thirdly. i answered lyk shiiit for interview. ahhh. n SERIOUSLY. i was kind of stunned. when dey announced instrument ic. scores ic. den i noe CMI le. aizz. den i suay suay kena treasurer. i dun wan. it s lyk. i wan pon oso nid to tink second time le. aizzz. n i m feelin stressed. it s a feelin i get when i m feelin threatened. yea i m feelin threatened. by e requirements e skl sets for promos. by e requirement of co. by everyone. by mummy's expectations. by everyone's expectations. ARGH. i m feelin so nan shou. huhhuh. aizzz. heeeelp. ='o. |
